looks like a naughty good girl to me…
Sooooo Mastodon?
Any chance this is a viable ship to jump to?
28yo, Bi, Jew^Ish, NYC-er, Geek.
IG: jonny.r217 {&} somewhere_inthe_deepdetails
Maybe the other reason this tumblr thing has been getting me especially down is because it’s happens on the heels of nearly two months of health issues and not even a week after a major argument than nearly ended my relationship.
I find myself here in the same place, soaking in the tub, as I have for the last couple weeks, and frankly it gives me too much time to think. Almost two months ago I contracted to stomach parasites, which I turn lead to developing an abscess in a region that’s NSFInstagram. I’d already had two regiments of antibiotics, and an out patient procedure during which I’ve felt pain that I never hope to again, and just when recovery was starting to happen, a new abscess formed. More draining, more pain, more soaking in the tub to help drain and heal. I had to deal with an MRSA strain Staph infection while also being a pretty lousy boyfriend. And less than week ago, the relationship nearly torpedoed. Healing and recovery operate in two different but parallel tracks.. like I said. Sitting in the tub gives me too much time to think and ramble.. Eight Crazy Nights indeed.
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Like seriously. I’ll get rid of anything “depicting a sex act” but I’m not getting rid of nudes. There’s nothing wrong about the naked human body. (Plus Who has the time to sort through years of data in a week and a half?
Any chance this is a viable ship to jump to?
Also cumblr might be a thing..?
God. This is why I have anxiety.

@ all social media.
Rugrats spilling the tea in the fucking 90’s
listen. the tumblr boycott is, in a word, about tits. that’s not minimizing anything. it’s a really fucking valid thing to criticize, in all of the different ways that you can take that to mean, whether it’s the fact that adult nudity is being attacked when the supposed issue was CP, the fact that “female-presenting” nipples are an inherently transphobic and also just generally shitty concept, the entire nsfw ban in general…. all of it. it pretty much all boils down to tits. that’s legit!
that said: since you already have that day off social media because of your—again, completely reasonable boycott—how about you also show up for sex workers on the day dedicated to “hey, we’re still getting fucking murdered”?
thanks.
Abusers are generally great at something called “manufacturing insecurity”. It means, even if you’ve never been insecure about something, abuser will create an insecurity about it, solely for the purpose of emotionally manipulating you. Meaning, when you’re not doing, saying, or thinking what they want, they have a go at your “insecurity”, triggering your pain, fear, guilt, shame, everything they taught you to feel, as a way to teach you that this pain is what you’re going to get if you fail to obey them.
It’s not exactly hard to manufacture an insecurity (provided you are cruel and vicious), all you have to do is take a social norm and convince a person they aren’t good enough in one or all departments. You convince a person they’re too loud, too fat, too ugly, slow, naive, gullible, stupid, lazy, selfish, sexual, provocative, demanding, and that this is the reason why they will always fail, it’s a reason why they keep getting hurt, it’s a reason why nobody will ever love or care for them. It’s utterly cruel, and an absolute lie. Deviating from the “norm” in any way is not a reason of any of those things, if you’re getting hurt it’s because people are hurting you, if you’re unloved it’s because people around you refuse to show affection and care. These things cannot be the individual’s fault, it’s always the environment setting person up for pain. And abusers already know this. But they make a step to convince a victim it’s all their fault, everything others do to them, their fault. And even worse, that they deserved being hurt.
This kind of nonsense blaming everything on unrelated trait of individual can lead to a person getting terrified they could have somehow caused horrible things just by being themselves, that it’s impossible to even predict what might happen to them just because they’re “this way” or another. It creates an atmosphere of panic and confusion, and they find themselves seeing no way forward but to accept guidance from abuser. Abuser then pretends to know what victim is to do in order to avoid pain and failure - of course, only up to the point when abuser decides to inflict pain on purpose, to control and manipulate.
You’re not stupid if you fall for this kind of trap, it’s designed to work on people who are self-aware, who work on getting themselves better, who are trying their hardest. You don’t even have to lack confidence, abusers will take a confident person and eat their confidence away. And once caught in this situation, it might be hard to believe that someone would stoop that that kind of cruelty and lie to you while knowing perfectly well that you are good, that there’s no reason on earth to criticize your traits, that you have nothing to be ashamed of. That you haven’t deserved any of it.
“if you’re getting hurt it’s because people are hurting you, if you’re unloved it’s because people around you refuse to show affection and care. These things cannot be the individual’s fault, it’s always the environment setting person up for pain. And abusers already know this. But they make a step to convince a victim it’s all their fault, everything others do to them, their fault. And even worse, that they deserved being hurt.”
You know when dogs sit outside with their face turned towards the sun and their eyes closed and they look so relaxed and when you pet them they’re warm that’s how I want to feel always
Waiting for Dr Boss to finish up with this patient so I can take lunch.
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I’m not gay but I think Dwayne Johnson could give a mean shoulder massage.
I’m not straight but I also think Dwayne Johnson could give a mean shoulder massage.
Reblog if you want Dwayne’s Gentle Meaty Hands to knead the lactic acid out of your flesh.
LGBT:
Let’s
Get massaged
By
The Rock (Dwayne Johnson)
BITCH I REBLOGGED THIS AT 4AM AND SOME FIT GUY FROM MY HOMETOWN SLID INTO MY DMS at 11PM LIKE GIRL HONESTLY iM
Can the miracle be that I actually fall asleep at a reasonable time
I’m starting to feel like that miracle is falling into a deep sleep and actually waking up rested. Bless this post.
A miracle?
I don’t care how big or small I want one
I would like and could use a small miracle
MY MIRACLE WAS FUCKING AMAZING AND YEAH IT WAS TONIGHT INSTEAD OF LAST NIGHT BUT STILL
IT WORKED, PLEASE DO THIS YOU LITERLALLY HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE
It worked…I had a long convo with someone I missed.
I need a miracle
I would love a miracle
I would take a very small miracle. Just a little something nice.
Last time I reblogged this, I got my future service dog!
Everyone reblog on December 16
All the British coins put together make a shield
HOLY SHIT
